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thecherry95 replied to your post: 2013 is turning out to be the worst year I’ve had…
Wow, I’m sorry life has gotten you down. I personally think you’re wonderful, and I hope you feel better. I just wish I could like hug you and make you feel all better.

Well thank you dear, it really means a lot to me to read that. Just knowing that someone out there cares does help :3

serenescientist replied to your post: 2013 is turning out to be the worst year I’ve had…
Is there anything I can do for you, dear? If you’re on Skype later, can I check in on you? I’m absolutely here if you need a shoulder or an ear.

Thanks for checking in with me hon. Ill definitely take you up on that offer if I feel the need to talk, just right now I don’t even think I have my head on straight or know what to say in the first place. I really appreciate it though

2013 is turning out to be the worst year I’ve had since I was in high school. And that’s saying something.

trialandheir replied to your post: I just want to do something spontaneous. Without…

i was once told that being scared of something good for you is normal. (although I can really relate to always thinking of others and the anxieties of things. but it’s okay to do things for yourself, you know? healthy even.) c:

Yeah, that does seem to make sense to an extent. It’s really tough though, I always put everyone (and their happiness) before myself, and I always think I’ll worry about making me happy later. And then I realize I never did while I’m eating lunch at 4am and I get a wave of sadness and anxiety.

But thanks for replying to me, it always helps a bit to hear others thoughts, especially if they’re in a similar situation. :3

I just want to do something spontaneous. Without worrying about regrets. I want to do something selfish, all for me, just for once.
But I don’t think that will ever happen. I’m too hung up on my own anxieties, thinking of others, trying so hard not to make mistakes. Sometimes I feel like I’m only alive, and not really living. Maybe I’m too scared.

i never understood
what made your lips on my neck
such an intimate affair
until your teeth grazed my pulse
and i realized 
you could tear open my throat
and make me bleed out in your arms
but instead
you chose to kiss

(via sublimesublemon)

serenescientist replied to your post: Browsing the tag for a con I’m not even at just to…

I MISS YOOOUUUUUUU D;

I miss you too lovely D””’: